Apparently I don't talk enough.
Feb. 3rd, 2004 10:11 pm[I wasn't going to make this public. I started to, and then I stopped, and tried to let cooler heads prevail. It didn't work.]
I'm not one for idle conversation.
I'm also not a person who speaks when they don't have all the information, and aren't sure of the situation.
Apparently, to some people at this school, this is the equivalent of treating them like children.
I guess I have been keeping secrets then, simply because I haven't been talking. I haven't been speaking up first.
I hereby apologize to each and every person at this school for my behavior.
I am not social. I am not a people person. Logan once said I was a dick. He wasn't wrong.
However, in an attempt to mend fences and in the interest of not alienating students any MORE, I hereby offer to answer any question put to me as honestly and truthfully as I am able. And tell you if I am not able to answer that. Even why, if I can.
It's a step. A step toward opening up. Toward not treating you like children.
Take it.
I'm not one for idle conversation.
I'm also not a person who speaks when they don't have all the information, and aren't sure of the situation.
Apparently, to some people at this school, this is the equivalent of treating them like children.
I guess I have been keeping secrets then, simply because I haven't been talking. I haven't been speaking up first.
I hereby apologize to each and every person at this school for my behavior.
I am not social. I am not a people person. Logan once said I was a dick. He wasn't wrong.
However, in an attempt to mend fences and in the interest of not alienating students any MORE, I hereby offer to answer any question put to me as honestly and truthfully as I am able. And tell you if I am not able to answer that. Even why, if I can.
It's a step. A step toward opening up. Toward not treating you like children.
Take it.
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Date: 2004-02-04 03:22 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2004-02-04 03:27 am (UTC)Questions? How did they get in? How did they get so /far/ in?
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Date: 2004-02-04 03:27 am (UTC)I believe it is Alex's intention to stay away from the school for a time.
Contrary to what some people think, we do not hold anyone here against their will. Parents, on the other hand, may have different feelings on the matter.
I would ask that you check with Professor Xavier. He was keeping an eye, as it were, on Alex.
Me, I've been hoping he'd come back on his own. But this may not be the place for him.
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Date: 2004-02-04 03:29 am (UTC)But if you are referring to Pete's ex-employers, considering he gave them the plans for attacking the school, I would assume they used his plans.
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Date: 2004-02-04 03:34 am (UTC)Oh, and if anyone would like to ask questions on where I stand in all of this, I'll be more than happy to oblige.
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Date: 2004-02-04 03:36 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2004-02-04 03:42 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2004-02-04 03:56 am (UTC)Slacking will no longer be tolerated.
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Date: 2004-02-04 03:58 am (UTC)one day he might say "no, Clarice, you ahven't finished your Algebra so you can't go" and he'll KNOW because I have to get permission to leave and no one else my age does beyond finding a driver.
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Date: 2004-02-04 04:44 am (UTC)As far as I'm concerned, you have nothing to apologize for. Nobody knew about Mr. Wisdom's employers until it happened, and you can't be blamed for something you didn't know about. As far as I'm concerned, you've always been up front and honest with me, and I don't feel that you've treated me like a child. Including that project you wanted me for. So. Like I said, you haven't alienated me.
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Date: 2004-02-04 05:11 am (UTC)Re:
Date: 2004-02-04 05:48 am (UTC)Giant windows with open arcs of fire. Unrestricted road access. Mansion lacking real proper motion sensors, laser traps and infra-red. Plus, the fact that the entire place lights up like a beacon on infra-red.
One smart bomb, and we are all singing with the angels.
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Date: 2004-02-04 06:17 am (UTC)We can't go locking this place up like an asylum and we can't live looking over our shoulders until we're all crazy enough to be locked up in one.
This is a school. Or it's not. Maybe that decision needs to be made. I say that with some trepidation, being a teacher and not. Being two things at once seems to be part of the issue here.
I don't have any answers. I'm still trying to make the questions come out right. There's so much that's good around here and yet the bad comes out of nowhere like a runaway train and shatters it and maybe there is no solution. Maybe we stock up on spackle-paste and child psych texts and hope like hell. Maybe we start training a crack team or two of lobbyists to ship off to DC. I don't know. I wish I did.
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Date: 2004-02-04 08:27 am (UTC)An I'm leaving me protection spell up, just in case. Won't work on guns an armour - metal's tricky, fucks up the magic - but it'll warn me if anyone else tries to get in with less than happy intentions. Not those Jehovah's bastards, tho' - they're chock-full of good intentions. :P
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Date: 2004-02-04 10:10 am (UTC)Re:
Date: 2004-02-04 02:11 pm (UTC)I said you gave them plans for attacking the school. Call them strategies if you want, but they amount to the same thing.
Have you come up with any ways to prevent your strategies, like I asked?
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Date: 2004-02-04 02:13 pm (UTC)When you've got access, you can go and look. Speaking of which, I'll take care of that detail now. Do you want to wait for a farewell message, or shall I just authorize the change?
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Date: 2004-02-04 02:14 pm (UTC)I am not the mind reader, Ms. Guthrie. That was ... those are other people.
And why aren't you in my driving classes?
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Date: 2004-02-04 02:20 pm (UTC)Besides, if you broke one he would likely cry.
And that is not a pretty sight.
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Date: 2004-02-04 02:27 pm (UTC)As for mob connections or pissed off former employers, as far as I am aware - no. If someone else has information, they haven't spoken to me about it.
You may or may not be aware of this: The journaling system was put in place last year before an attack from the government, in an attempt to get at Professor Xavier and some of the equipment that is here. If you browse back through the earliest posts, you'll see what I am talking about.
I'm sure there are other things that just haven't occurred to me to mention. If I think of them, I'll be sure to post.
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Date: 2004-02-04 02:28 pm (UTC)Re:
Date: 2004-02-04 02:28 pm (UTC)Re:
Date: 2004-02-04 02:29 pm (UTC)And we can tell the others that plans are being worked on.
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Date: 2004-02-04 02:41 pm (UTC)Like I said - there's nothing we can do about them and still run this place as a school. I've had a couple of chats with Jake about what we might do to improve physical security round here, but the weaknesses I identified weren't in physical security, so fuck knows what we can do about them.
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Date: 2004-02-04 02:58 pm (UTC)